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Peter Dyck Gets “Home Before Dark”
Mennonite Church Canada/Mennonite Publishing Network joint release
WATERLOO, Ont. and SCOTTDALE, Pa — “Lord, let me get home before dark.”
That was the prayer of Peter Dyck, asking God to let him die before age robbed him of his ability to be kind, trusting, loving and generous.
“Grouchy old men and women make life difficult for others and themselves,” he wrote in his book of mediations about aging gracefully, titled Getting Home Before Dark.
“Once they were young and strong, kind and loving, but something happened. Their generous spirits shriveled, their minds became suspicious, and they became something we thought existed only in horror stories, not in reality . . . O Lord, please, don’t let that happen to me. Let me get home before a darkness like that overtakes me.”
Dyck, who passed away January 4, 2010 at the age of 95, had his prayer answered—he got home before dark.
“Peter continued to be a supportive presence at church,” says Donna Mast, co-pastor of Scottdale Mennonite Church, where he attended. “Even though he was living with pain, he continued to be positive and encouraging, and his mind was clear.
“He got home before dark.”
Dyck’s son-in-law, Jack Scott, echoed that sentiment.
“There were some difficult days, but he didn’t succumb to darkness,” he says. “He sometimes struggled with memory, but he was able to recognize family and friends. He was gracious right to the end. He had a peaceful passing.”
In addition to Getting Home Before Dark, Dyck also wrote children’s books for Herald Press. But he is best known for Up From The Rubble, which he co-authored with his wife, Elfrieda, who died in 2004. That book, which sold over 18,000 copies, details their experiences of helping Mennonite refugees to escape from war-torn Europe to find new homes in South America and Canada with the assistance of Mennonite Central Committee.
Dyck grew up in Saskatchewan and attended university there before furthering his studies in the U.S. He is survived by numerous relatives including a daughter and her family living in Montreal, Quebec and two sisters who reside in Winnipeg, Manitoba.
“He was an outstanding and influential Christian Mennonite,” says former Herald Press editorial director Levi Miller. “He had a deeply committed and authentic Christian faith. The staff at Mennonite Publishing Network loved him for his stories, and also for his active personal selling of his books when he was out speaking.”
In Getting Home Before Dark, Dyck wrote: “I’m not afraid of death. I have peace with God. I can say with Paul, “I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith” (2 Tim. 4:7).”
Getting Home Before Dark and Up From the Rubble are both available from Mennonite Publishing Network, the publishing ministry of Mennonite Church Canada and Mennonite Church USA, at www.mpn.net.
Sidebar: Getting Home Before Dark
By Peter Dyck
O LORD, heal me, for my bones are shaking with terror. My soul also is struck with terror, while you, O LORD—how long? David, in Psalm 6:2b-3
As I get older, one of my favorite poems is “Let Me Get Home Before Dark,” by J. Robertson McQuilkin.
It begins with a positive statement of not being afraid of death because death means entering life eternal. Sundown and longer shadows alone do not frighten me. Still, the possibility of slipping morally, of making a fool of myself, or of becoming lukewarm spiritually—those things frighten me. After all, “there is no fool like an old fool” (John Lyly).
Thus McQuilkin admits:
“But I do fear.
McQuilkin talks about the darkness we see in every personal care unit
of retirement homes. Grouchy old men and women make life difficult for
others and themselves. Once they were young and strong, kind and loving,
but something happened. Their generous spirits shriveled, their minds
became suspicious, and they became something we
The children don’t know their own parents; emphatically they say that he or she was never like that before. O Lord, please, don’t let that happen to me. Let me get home before a darkness like that overtakes me.
McQuilkin describes this so eloquently:
“The darkness of a spirit
I heard wonderful reports of a professor who was brilliant, stimulating,
and always ready to help others. He was a great leader among our people.
I enjoyed reading his writings,
At his funeral, I spoke by his grave. But where was the man of whom I had heard such glowing reports when I was a youth? This man had become distrustful of others, mean and small in spirit, and suspicious of what I was doing. He didn’t have a good word to say about anyone. What had happened? How sad that he could not get home before dark.
There is another kind of darkness, not so much of the spirit as of the mind. Webster defines dementia as “a condition of deteriorated mentality.” Nature has turned the lights off. Alzheimer’s disease is the most common expression of this dementia. Huntington’s disease, Parkinson’s disease, Lou Gehrig’s disease (ALS), and multiple sclerosis might lead to other forms of dementia.
When I think even for a moment that my thinking and behavior could be impaired like that, I pray with all my heart, Lord, let me get home before dark.
Our bodies are naturally getting weaker and more frail. Our minds slow down. Memory is not what it used to be. That is normal as we age, and I will accept it gladly. It all shows that “our outer nature is wasting away, . . . preparing us for an eternal weight of glory” (2 Cor. 4:16-17). I am ready.
I’m not afraid of death. I have peace with God. I can say with Paul, “I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith” (2 Tim. 4:7). Nevertheless, I am afraid of what might happen before the end comes. That is why Elfrieda and I resonated so strongly with the closing thoughts of this wonderful poem:
“The outer me decays–
Getting Home Before Dark is available from Mennonite Publishing Network, the publishing ministry of Mennonite Church USA and Mennonite Church Canada, at www.mpn.net.